AL-M Family says Hi to the new member <3

Since late october when mom was shocked by the pregnancy test came out positive- it have been nearly 11 years since her last baby. I remember that day well, I remember her looking at my eyes sayin " IM pregnant" in a very frightened tone. she was scared that she would lose the child, because of the 3 miscarige's she went through, I tried calming and telling her that everything is okay and the baby is fine.

After nearly 9 months on 7/7 at 8:40 a.m. a cute baby girl shamseh is born



mashallah 3laiha, our life now is basically is just about her-- I luv her to bits <3
and mama man3tna ntgarab or kiss her on her face, because of the jaratheem, I dont know what does she thinks about us lol - so basically were just allowed to kiss her on her hands and feet 'fdaaithm ana' she's our lil princess, she's goin to experience her first flight next wednesday * munich here we come*

Ok so other than shamseh ( I know i cant stop talkin about her)

---- Im shopping and just shopping these days after I have been sleeping over in the hospital with mom for 4 days, I didnt go out for a week (shocked huh? ) just hospital and home.
Ive been watching Veronica Mars non stop and finished season 3 -- and desperatly waiting for the next season to be released - cant wait. Diddlinna made me post today-- Ive been so lazy just to sit infron of the laptop.

Just couple of days ago, I saw one of my ex-BFF, I guess she was in shock bcuz one of her relatives past away - I wanted to tell her something like "3a`6m allah ajrech" bas I couldnt it just cant slip of easily, don't know why, some people started telling me that I am selfish in someway but basically im not, ymken mat-hoon 3layh nafsee athelha-- i dont know, this is the way I am. So, she stayed around for nearly an hour with nothing to say just staring at the floor. Her sister was talkin to me just fine nothing awkward. She was telling me all about Dr's and different stuff.

--and other thing, yesterday my granny got a call from my aunt tellin her that my cuzin needed to talk to me. when mom told me I knew what was the purpose, I dont know I think its awkward to ask about me after 6 months without the reason of why she just disconnected from our life, after she have been to our house like everyday. I knew why she had called, on july 2007 she got me a gift a tv dvd player and showtime, and she have been paying for it since, I told her from b4 that I will pay for it she said no that it is a present and so. I didnt call back, today my dad got a call from her sister telling that she will be sending a form for us to add the details and everythin like my dads credit card # for the showtime guyz, a7es il7araka gweyh 9a7 isnt it, especially after that long distance lol. 9ara7tn, I don't think I would ever forgive her in the way she had diconnected from us, especially mom loved her so much, and till this day mom is wondering why she just disappeared from our life, I keep tellin mom stop thinkin abt her, its her life, plus I cant stop asking myself why, my heart is achin so bad eventhough I hate to admit it, But I really would love to know the reason--- its just nice to take it all out into my blog.

To my dear friends, I love you <3 I would not be able to stand high without you , Diddlinna ur one of the closest ppl to my heart I love u.

To all the viewers thank you for readin all my borin-and happy days thank you

XOXO
Kooshi